I just don’t know what to do with myself.
I’m incredibly stressed out. I asked my friend out two weeks ago and he told me he’d let me know how he felt about all of it. I just want to talk to him. But I’m scared I’m going to cry because he’s going to say no and we’re going to be best friends forever. And I’m going to be happy on the outside but on the inside I’m going to be moody and depressed and just want to die a little. I hate this.
He’s with three other girls right now. I’m going insane.
Someone help me please.
What do I do?
But sometimes they are the biggest bushel of bitchy idiots.
So guys,
I’m kind of freaking out. Because I’m failing government. And I don’t want to go to college anymore. I kind of have this horrible feeling in the pit of my stomach and I have NO CLUE WHAT TO DO.
Life scares the shit out of me.
It’s not fair.
Why isn’t John Hughes real to comfort me?
I don’t want to go to school.
But I have to.
But I really don’t.
So I should just dropout?
RIGHT?
RIGHT.